More Of Who I Am

Asheez (9:02:27 PM): i found inspiration for you
Asheez (9:02:29 PM): />Asheez (9:04:21 PM): NATHAN

Nateez (9:05:54 PM): what??!

Asheez (9:06:03 PM): sup

Nateez (9:07:29 PM): nothing…i wish i was getting all up in some tiny rich tittayz right now though

Asheez (9:07:51 PM): click the link above for more info

Nateez (9:08:32 PM): how could that possibly be arousing?

Asheez (9:08:52 PM): it isnt SUPPOSED to be
Asheez (9:08:55 PM): to anyone but you, at least
Asheez (9:09:17 PM): nathan
Asheez (9:09:18 PM): NATHAN
Asheez (9:09:19 PM): OH MY GOD
Asheez (9:09:21 PM): />Asheez (9:09:25 PM): !!!!!!

Nateez (9:09:35 PM): mmmmmm

Asheez (9:09:57 PM): where the hell is this penis coming from????
Asheez (9:09:58 PM): />
Nateez (9:10:35 PM): lol
Nateez (9:17:38 PM): ok, post up
Nateez (9:19:12 PM): any developments with the moving out thing?

Asheez (9:19:31 PM): no
Asheez (9:20:22 PM): ugh lindsay lohan
Asheez (9:20:26 PM): get her the *** out of my face
Asheez (9:20:32 PM): your post will have a response within three business days

Nateez (9:21:05 PM): lol
Nateez (9:21:15 PM): you can come sleep on this spare mattress

Asheez (9:21:24 PM): i never knew amy adams had no boobs
Asheez (9:21:33 PM): i havent really ever looked at her though

Nateez (9:21:48 PM): yeah

Asheez (9:21:52 PM): also, im not going to ruin your school life ever again

Nateez (9:22:00 PM): what?
Nateez (9:22:09 PM): Ashley, let me lay something out for you

Asheez (9:22:15 PM): your penis

Nateez (9:22:16 PM): so that there is no further complication
Nateez (9:22:49 PM): If I offer something to you
Nateez (9:22:55 PM): Or if I tell you something about me
Nateez (9:23:33 PM): or if i reveal some weakness
Nateez (9:23:47 PM): you may not use said weakness towards my destruction
Nateez (9:24:09 PM): I told you that I had trouble opening up to my close friends because I LIKE TO BE THEIR SOURCE OF STRENGTH
Nateez (9:24:20 PM): then i opened up to you, due to your insistence
Nateez (9:24:41 PM): and THEN you told me that you didn’t want to burden me with your problems anymore
Nateez (9:24:59 PM): then i let you stay here, because i really wanted to see you, and i was glad to be an escape for you
Nateez (9:25:11 PM): and i was willing to suffer the consequences
Nateez (9:25:13 PM): and i did
Nateez (9:25:33 PM): and now you say “im not going to ruin your school life ever again”
Nateez (9:25:56 PM): when you do that, it makes me want to NOT open up to you, and NOT be there for you, because then YOU won’t LET me be there
Nateez (9:26:01 PM): does that make sense to you?

Asheez (9:26:02 PM): well, im not saying im hesitating because of this new found information; i hesitate doing something like that with ANYONE. as a matter of fact, youre the only person ive ever considered asking myself to spend the night. to further prevent confusion that i think you may have, my hesitance is not about you, it’s about me not wanting to impose as a matter of general manners. BUT, i feel very comfortable asking you, so i do. ALSO BUT, i can never be completely okay with asking something like that; i’ve seen josh johnson work, and i don’t want to be an apartment crashing type of person

Nateez (9:27:00 PM): ashlee: i will always tell you if i need you to leave…i have no problem turning to you and saying “i need to do this…get out”
Nateez (9:27:32 PM): this = rich girl

Asheez (9:27:57 PM): i know, BUT, regardless of how open YOU are to me, and i obviously accept and appreciate that, i still have to maintain … manners, i guess
Asheez (9:28:24 PM): im not the kind of person to show up on someones doorstep with an overnight bag slung over my shoulder (except for club kelly, back in the day)

Nateez (9:28:35 PM): all i’m saying is this:
Nateez (9:28:48 PM): if you ever NEED me, don’t hesitate because you are afraid of burdening me
Nateez (9:28:59 PM): i have nothing but an open heart for you
Nateez (9:29:07 PM): you are not bothering me
Nateez (9:29:15 PM): and you are not making my life any harder

Asheez (9:29:23 PM): well, thats good to know
Asheez (9:29:29 PM): (i was joking about ruining your school life)

Nateez (9:29:30 PM): good
Nateez (9:29:32 PM): that’s all
Nateez (9:29:38 PM): you better have been

Asheez (9:30:03 PM): um… you can stay at my house if you ever need to :’(

Nateez (9:30:11 PM): gross…never

Asheez (9:30:14 PM): lol
Asheez (9:30:15 PM): totally
Asheez (9:30:51 PM): im just not used to someone being so nice i guess
Asheez (9:30:55 PM): that wasnt a guy that wanted to do it
Asheez (9:30:57 PM): it’s new/weird

Nateez (9:31:41 PM): i DO want to do it, just not with a taken woman (aka: you)